Damaged~ BOTDF

I feel the knife is cutting slow

I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly

I feel like I am letting go

I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me

I feel like you deserve to know

I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me

That I'll get you high and leave you low

But I have no shame in pleading guilty

I damage like a savage

Ruin beauty as I ravage

Throw you out like you're garbage

I create my own carnage

My walls won't cave in

I won't play pretend

I'm afraid to let you in

Start over just to fuck up again

I fucked up again; I opened a wound

Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you

I fucked us again; I killed our love true

Tore our world apart and only hurt you

My head is filled with disease

I told you; you were warned from the fucking start

My heart is black and empty

I told you when our love died, it's my fault

My body is cold and bleeding

And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done

Without you here with me

I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won

I damage like a savage

Ruin beauty as I ravage

Throw you out like you're garbage

I create my own carnage

My walls won't cave in

I won't play pretend

I'm afraid to let you in

Start over just to fuck up again

I fucked up again; I opened a wound

Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you

I fucked us again; I killed our love true

Tore our world apart and only hurt you

Damaged from no recovery

My pain burned into your memory

I'm drowning in a sea of misery

Will anyone come and save me?

I feel the knife is cutting slow

I feel like I am letting go

I feel like you deserve to know

That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low

I feel the knife is cutting slow

I feel like I am letting go

I feel like you deserve to know

That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low